Meh.

Meh.

Posted by Unknown on 19.42 in

When the one that you think you love unconditionally said that he does not want to love you that way.

It is time to say, meh, okay if that is what you really want.

I will stop loving you unconditionally. And I will start loving myself unconditionally.

So from now on, I want to say to myself. Honey, it is okay being you, there are things we can't change. There are things that the only solution is acceptance.

And honey, do not have expectation to people. Just don't. Have expectation only to Allah.

For how many times will you break your heart. Start loving it, by loving Allah and Rasulullah, the love of your life that will never fail you. And do your best my honey, my kind heart, to not fail Allah and Rasulullah.

Because you know, how painful it is to not be loved back by the one you love.

Believe, you have Allah swt and Rasulullah saw.

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Taylor Swift

Taylor Swift

Posted by Unknown on 05.41 in

Okeeeey....

This is water hahahaha

Jadiii, tadi lagi stress banget..

Dan jadi yaaa kebiasaan lama nan buruk kalo lagi stress adalah dengan dengerin musik, baca komik online, dan youtube-an.

Hingga sampailah pada lagu-lagunya Taylor Swift !!!

Dan man, gue jatuh cinta sama Taylor. Bagaimana bisa gue baru sadar sekarang kalo Taylor keren banget ??

Man, dia kreatif dan produktif BANGET !!!

Gue baru sadar.. bahkan sebelumnya temen kantor gue, merisa-san, uda heboh nunjukkin lagu-lagunya ke gueeee.

Dan gue baru sadar sekarang..
Asli sekarang gue sadar bahwa emang manusia punya fasenya sendiri-sendiri dalam hidupnya.

Pun manusia memiliki kemampuan yang berbeda dalam memaknai pengalaman yang terjadi dalam hidupnya 😁

Man, gue uda lama banget ga nulis hahaha.
Dan di lagu Call It What You Want, itu keren banget. Itu tentang kucing kayaknya ?

Maaaan water, urang pengen banget melihara kucing, pun untuk menghilangkan ketakutan ke kucing.

Dan Taylor keren banget !!!!!
Dia ga peduli dengan omongan orang lain ke dia. Dan bisa menjadikan olokan orang lain buat lelucon ke diri sendiri.

Keren pisaaaaan 😁😁😁😀😀😀

Tay, I love you. And tonight, you make me love myself 😉😉
Thank you 😄😄😄

PS. Now, I even love you much more than I love Selena. No, you are my fav singer nooooowwww !!!!

You are so coool, and I am cool too !!!

With love, ulil-san 😊😊😊

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